The Fear...

Things are going well for me so far. I'm checking out great concerts and studying all sorts of interesting stuff. I've managed to continue working out every day and make some new friends.
Last night I drank a pitcher of beer and explored the Vieux-port.

Despite all this and the things I've done I sometimes get the fear. Those moments of weakness when you're looking down at your blurred reflection in the dark water thinking "what am I even doing with my life?" Where is all this leading? Am I missing something more important?

But then I remember why I'm here and what I want.