23 "The Enigma"

23 is supposed to be an interesting year in a life. An unstable number, 23 represents change and chaos. This number suits how I feel right now. I'm poised on the biggest change I've ever endured.

I am leaving my old life to start something new. It doesn’t feel very strange yet, mostly It has made me think about portable my life is. I am almost ready to go. All my important stuff is already boxed up with the exception of my computer and speakers. Those will have to follow later.

I am trying hard to tie up as many loose ends as possible. Some ends are very large and difficult to tie off. One of these being TenTooMany. I can try and make out like I don't care but leaving my band is gonna hurt. ( a lot) The only thing I can do is enjoy all the time I spend with them before the CD release. The other day some of us went out for dinner and that was a lot of fun. It seems like we've changed the title of the albuum. "Multiplayer Madness" is what we're going with now. I think it has a better ring to it, and when you see the grapihc design it will all fall into place.

Sometimes I feel like I'm dying, and trying to enjoy my life as much as possible before it's gone. But then I remember that I'm chasing after something important to me, and I always knew I would have to "leave the rest behind"